It was time to change the look of this blog. If you know me well, you know I don't like to leave things the same for a while. I even have a program that changes my wallpaper every time I restart my computer.

Speaking of change, there is this awesome girl in my life right now. Now, you might be wondering about me... if I am sick or something… “Brian, liking a girl???”. And yes I am sick... but I am almost over the cold. But she is so cool, and she was so worth waiting for. Her name is Amaris, and once I get the guts to ask her out, then... we will go out I guess :P. Dang she's awesome.

Another change that is looking pretty final is my move to Theta Chi. The original reason that I even considered going Greek was that I was tired of paying so much for the reshalls and the meal plans, so I started looking for apartments off campus. Then I heard about the Christian fraternity Theta Chi (I had heard about them before but since that time I actually paid attention). So far I have talked with their president, eaten dinner at their house and gone to a chapter meeting, but I will be doing a stay over sometime soon. If all goes as planned, then I will be rushing them next fall. We will see how this pans out though :P.

Another thing that I am considering is my future. There is a faith based organization called Pioneer Bible Translators who do a lot of missionary work, but I have talked to them and they would be interested in taking me as IT work for next summer (summer '06). There is also the possibility of actually making that long term career (that would mean that I would have next to no income, and I would drop out of college). The only reason that I would stay in college is if I feel that God needs me to get a degree before I start in my missionary work for him, but I have really been feeling a call to do something very soon. If that means one more year of college and then diving into it, then so be it. I really don’t care how fiscally rich I am, because spiritual richness is all that matters.

On that note, many of you may know that I was going to work at a summer tech camp this summer. Well, just a week ago they sent me an email telling me that they didn’t want me anymore (this is after they told me to buy two plane tickets and get CPR training). Not only did they not give me the time of day to CALL me (the email was really impersonal), but they are amazingly hard to get a hold of so I had no idea why I was fired until about a week later. Apparently I went over my manager’s head on a few issues (that is plural), but I have never talked to anyone in the company except for her. Also, the things I called about were genuine questions that would come up when someone is asked to travel to two different cities and purchase travel for it. Oh well, I think that God planned for this anyway, because I think he is calling me to go back to the Lord’s Ranch for this summer. So I will just have to see where God leads me.

I have no idea what I am doing this summer.
I have no idea where I am living next year.
I have no idea what is going to happen after school lets out next year.

So many unknowns. But at least God is my manager… because I can trust in him!